GOD was TALKING to ME, This MORNING, Can I TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT. V58

  

V58- GOD was TALKING to ME, This MORNING, Can I TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT.

Let me tell y'all how God came to me this morning and how he usually come to me every morning. So usually when I first wake up those earlier stages when  my mind is turning on that's when the thoughts are flowing in and we all know that our thoughts are not our own. It's codes coming from the universe which is the outer god because you know you also have god within too.

Now we all know life ain't perfect. We all go through things, right? But for a while now, I've been dealing with a personal battle in my life where I've been raising myself and my consciousness and my vibrations and my spirit getting closer to the creator.

And as I've been getting closer to the creator, this was bringing me problems with family, friends, life, etc. to where I didn't understand how a person like me at my standing would have to go through those things. It's almost like negative things were being attracted to me and I was trying to understand them in a many different levels. Today I got that understanding in the most peaceful explanation I could from the creator.So the first thing I had to realize is I have to be quiet because I have a gift of God. When I get on this Tik Tok, 

I go viral. Y'all like my videos. Y'all share my videos. Y'all make them go  up. Y'all show me a tremendous amount of love for my skill with this mouth  right here. This throat chakra right here. Y'all know that God be sending me  the codes and I be channeling them back to y'all.

That is a blessing. I've always been told that is a blessing.

But trust me, I have ran into things when that blessing emerges and it's like my mouth has the power to bring out demons and negative energies in other people. So I first thing I was taught today was be quiet. Not for yourself, not for them, but for peace and not for my peace, not for their peace, just  for peace in general on earth. Peace in the situation. peace in the  environment, peace in the energy fields, because I started to notice I would talk about things that weren't wrong, things that needed to be talked about,  things that needed to be said for healing to take place. I noticed when I was doing this, I lost a lot of the people I cared about. Not because they  were bad people, but it's like when I got to this part of myself, something in them started to emerge.

And people just started moving from me. At first I didn't understand what it was. But hear me out. If God comes into you, a higher vibrational being, and he comes into your life, the creator, he is going to move away everything that's negative. And the most hurtful part for me was realizing that, wow, that's my family, that's my friends. Those were literally the closest people to me that is like got moved first. 

And I had to realize with my amazing gift that I give to y'all that y'all accept so openly, I could not get my friends and family to accept that gift.

This left me wanting people to talk to. This left me wanting people to communicate with. This left me feeling like I had or still have no place to go or exist in where I could fully be myself. The next thing I noticed was on the premises of Tik Tok, I got all these likes. I got all these followers.

I even put in my analytics into the AI thing y'all been talking about the GP and it told me some amazing things about my page. like I'm growing and I have potential. But I noticed that none of my friends or family share any of my videos, nor do they comment, nor in my day-to-day life does any of  my family, friends, or anybody that claims they really know me talk to me,  interact with me. They don't share my gift. They don't talk about my gift. 

They don't acknowledge my gift. They barely acknowledge me. Now, when this was delivered to me, I had to tell myself, you know what? Don't let it register on an emotional level. Understand that you love everybody, Tariq.

But when God literally showed me how I have more people in my life that cared to watch me, view me, and partake in my energy, but not really care about me, that could have triggered me to spiral down again because now I was feeling like, wow, folks only want me for my energy.

Instead of being sad about it, I told myself, you know what, protect my energy because I have a valuable energy that people feel the need to draw towards and come towards. With that being said, I need to protect that energy and keep that energy to myself. Then arose another problem. When I take that energy or you take that energy away from people, they feel like you're turning on them. They feel like you're turning away from them or turning on them. This also brought out a negative side of people. I started to notice and a negative side of life. I started to notice when I turn my energy off.

Another thing I noticed when you have higher vibrational energy and you're connecting yourself to God, right, your energy is going to shift the  environment around you. If that environment is not ready to change, is not ready for God, is not ready for higher vibrations, is not ready for you to be reaching your higher self, because a lot of time it's just people not  wanting you to reach your higher self. When you do that and you're starting  to now shift your environment, do you know that the same ones you love, the same environment, everything that you're doing this for can turn against  you and cast and throw you away? Did you know that that can happen?

So I had to analyze. I have nowhere to go. So I then realized I was taking my pain which I couldn't express. I couldn't talk about. I had to heal. I had to practice higher energy work to heal because I couldn't free myself at the time from my environment. You see what I'm saying? So that made me feel like I was having to tolerate what was going on in my environment. and that's wrong. I have a choice. I don't have to tolerate it. I don't have to like what was going on. See, what I should have did is what I was afraid to do, which  is remove myself from toxic environments and toxic things.

Even though it would have put me in a negative position or hurt me, the ultimate thing that God is trying to tell me is I'm okay. I'm fine. I'm moving in the right direction, but everything around me is not yet ready for that connection and is not yet in position to handle what's being put out, what God is trying to say and what God is trying to tell. So, in other words, just being yourself and bringing your blessings into manifestation, connecting to God, bringing his works here into the earth, sharing them with people, dude, you're going to go through a war. You're going to go through a war. You're going to go through war.

And you have to know that's okay. And I'm telling y'all this because today is the first day to where I think I take my power from this situation into my own hands. The sad thing is is I don't have anywhere to go just yet. But hopefully my life keeps growing and my career keeps taking forward and I can get away from these things because I have mapped these things out and figured them out.

And when I want to go back and talk with people and when I want to go make things right, I'm being I'm being knocked away. I'm being turned away. I'm being not accepted. I'm being fussed at. I'm being yelled at. I'm being put to a point to where I feel like, okay, I'm here. And now I have to bring it back down here.

And I don't want to bring it back down here. God make me feel so good. I just want to keep going up and up and up and up and up and up, connecting to him, learning, teaching y'all. But these are the things that I'm going through in my life to testify. And I think y'all have been going through those things, too.

So, at this point, I have to pray for myself. I ask that y'all pray for me on the journey because my journey may get a little bit shaky. I know I'm going to be okay, but I don't want to be any more in a place of where the energy is incorrect. And it scares me because with my gift and with my light, I don't know where I would be sending myself out there into that dark world. I don't know. But I I just know where I'm at now. My energy is only received on Tik Tok. Only you guys here on Tik Tok receive my energy well. So I don't know what to do, you know. Just trying to find my way right now. And um hopefully it brings me new life, new family, new friends. Hopefully I can keep the ones I got and they learn to come into my understanding so we don't have to be disconnected. 

But and it it feels great. I had to learn to accept all of this. But it it is a journey right now, y'all.